redeemed-sanity

My last post was dated March 2010. It seems like eons ago. I was still a student. And now as i am writing this journal, I am officially employed for 4 months :) So far I have been enjoying my work. it is something new though still in line with the course I had graduated from. To me this is all a challenge. And what else do i love but a life of learning and challenges. As the year is ending, I look back and smiled. I know in my heart i have lived this year, maybe not to the fullest, but I lived to the best that I could. :) A lot is to be regarded this year, a lot of congratulations and frustrations. But in the end, I can't help but to be thank

:D So happy to be able to write here. Nyahahaha... There's that stage in a woman's life that speaks of change. For me it was always out of the normal. I never really figured out how to go from a child to a lady to a woman (not that I am already one, or am I?) This time I want to get rid of those obstacles that hinder me. Yeah, you're included there: self-doubt, criticism, cynicism, temperamental, judgemental.. And If I am to retain one that I like the most, I choose you. Craziness.

You wouldn't know how hard it is for me to utter the words, I miss you. That for me there is courage in writing it. Saying it aloud, I became overdosed with emotions Those that my body can't take, are converted into shaking and trembling. A hopeless idiot that dreams of a fairytale A hopeless romantic that hides behind the armor Invincible as the lightning Vulnerable as the soul.